Right after the entry about how I'm going to make it to goal and I'm all pumped, what do I do? Well last night I drank way too much, so today of course I feel like shit, which means I don't work out and I eat french fries, a huge bowl of pasta, and ice cream all in one day. What the hell? I'm completely sabotaging myself. So of course I'm full of self loathing right now. DAMN IT!
Thank you all for your sweet comments though; I love knowing I have people out there who have faith that I can do this. So I'm moving on from this crappy day, going to bed early, getting a good night's sleep and going to the gym in the morning. More later.